You use to be my best friend, someone I was ran to. We had fun sober, and in an intoxicating state. Its in the back of my head, that i miss you. It doesnt bother me often, or really depress me. I just cant fathom it..
I feel alive. I am alive. Im not dragging an erroneous personality along with me, in my daily conversations. Because even though life isnt ideal right now, I’m happy. And i know now time is on my side.
I really really really really really miss my germans! having them around for the past 10 days straight has been exalting. Ive built strong coalitions with both the germans and americans in the exchange that i wouldnt have otherwise.
there arent words to describe how excited and anxious i am to go to Essen in February. Ich vermisse dich, so mehr! Wah!
I love that i had to wear a sweatshirt outside. Season’s changing; Time to totally erase the past from my memory. The last thing i need is a recap. The scars are still, and will always, be there. But i foresee them orbiting to my advantage. Constructive presuming.